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I had a difficult upbringing so it is very easy for me to feel unmoored. Being in the USA right now is scary on a lot of different levels. One thing I have to keep reminding myself is that I have survived a ton of crap. There are lots of ideas, dreams, wishes, and experiences that I outgrew. There are also dreams that are just that dreams. I realized I will never be a physics scientist, a math wizard, filthy rich, travel, live abroad, or create stunning art. There is a certain amount of exhaling and relief that some of these dreams will never become reality.There is also sadness, if only I create peace for the entire world the world would be better. Knowing I have limitations is part of growing up. I like being home, knitting, reading, napping. The outside world right now is a dumpster fire and I am not sure I am the person able to put the fire out and that’s okay.

While I know it is going to be rough, I have found out that I can take care of myself, that I can do things and I even have a place to rest, regroup, look back and look forward, review what is important and what is BS/propaganda. If you have a good library I suggest checking out their adult programs to make friends, also try senior services to see if they need help. I know this sounds weird but when I help others I feel better myself. Also find something that takes you out of the house, a pottery glass, meetup with artists, writers, or something that interests you. Believe it or not you will survive this and big picture view this is going to be a brief pause in your life. Best wishes.

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Jesse 🍉's avatar

Oh how I love this post ❤️ thank you. I see you.

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